1/11/26: Hello everyone!! I now have tips(GIVE ME BREAD FOR MINECRAFT!!!). It took an entire day for me to set it up, messing around with stripe, then paypal, then kofi. Honestly a VERY, VERY ANNOYING PROCCESS but I get money. Yes inau will continue. AP computer science is kinda burying me in work, though I get to develop mods in fabric now!!! soooo look out for that later. at least i dont have team sports anymore.
2/24/26: a comment section that runs on atabook has been set up on this site. sorry if i dont sound (or write) as excited as i usually do, ap cs is killing me. also i've just not had much motivation to do that much, kinda want to make a rip off of a video game that i played for myself but i'll do that after the funeral. oh yeah. one of my various family members died and i've felt out of it this week. i wanna sleep soo much, its never enough god damn sleep. never. i was going to possible port many of my more personal stuff liek a\\ a personal project wiki or like art or whatever sometime before this very moemnt at 6:13pm or 18:13pm but im tied. i feel empty. i ate fish and grits at lunch today and some pancakes and a suasage for breakfast. so like, i dont know. everything has been going so fast and so slow. i have to earn 2?.000 dollars for me to get to kennesaw and just like. ugh. i can't describe it. being overwhelmed, wanting to break some glass and watch it fly. i dont know. based off my preview messages i've left for myself. i originally made this website when i was 16ish or so, and now im 18. fun. found that girl from may 2026 and said my goodbyes to her. basically thanking her for what she's done for me by walking me down a hallway. found more friends. like some purpled haired dude, and generic punk guy and a crack guy and then theirs me, the fem of the group, the polar(and littera;) oppisate of purple haired guy. i dont know how we became a friend group, especially with me in it. but thats fine. not much really needs to be explained other than proximity. also i dont know what to do for the geomaker qol update. i've been thinking about updating the graphics and removing the mobile stuff, subsequently adding keybinds and making the files you import save in userdata but i haven't done any of that because geomaker's code is spegetti. im not even sure how i made it. is the game good?? no. gacha life is better by 2, but at least it solves the "gacha life users arn't real artists" bitch shut up, everything in this world isn't original. all of my shit is just copying from other peoples stuff. gachalife(club) specifically is how i made lilysen and by extention got here.
2/24/26: 6:23pm / 18:23pm: some early moring in the summer of 2024. i was laying on the couch downstairs in my(parents) house when i decided to download gachalife club for the samsung galaxy s21. upon entering the game. i made some maniquine characters before making a maid character. she had long pink to blue gradient hair and a tail + ears because i wanted ears. ears are cute. i named her lilysen because i liked the name lily (i didn't know i was trans at the time). after creating this character and messing around with her, making her go to school and do odd jobs for people. i decided she needed a outfit to make her stand in more with the general population i had cultivated. so i crafted her a purple and light yellow striped shirt and gave her a grey skirt. then i gave her mismatched eyes because i wanted her to be quirky and wierd or whatever i don't know, kinda regret it. anyway, made her a girlfriend or two and made a bunch for stories with her till i got bored. a few days later, i decided to port her to my newly created character sheet and did just that, then on using her as the protagonist of various stories, some in ai dungeon, some written myself, slowly falling into love with this chracter i poured my love and heart into. she eventually became one of many lilly's i had made due to my inability to stay still and now i've made her my fictional daughter and technically ruler of a kindgom called unity you will not see, because i deleted the adventures and stories so many times the only residue is many a memory such as: beach mine trip where lilysen (she became younger???) digs and underground castle, a lot of stories centered around defeating the funny man and antagonist of my stories, lord gerry, ruler of the conservative kingdom (also gone), girl who lives in my fictional house. In conclusion, im a bit of a dumbass and will probably be bullied for this, never having shared this before alway apoligetic to get away from critism. gonna go. i have stuff to do like towergame, escapignStory, suburbsim remake in godot because i wanted to, fantasy console management, furnice music production, something something apricot, makign a cheesecake friday. you know, regular girlie stuff. bye. - lilly
2/24/26: 19:17: atabook main severs are down!!! probably a ddos attack or sometthing like that, bots even. I can't moderate (even though nobody is there??) or change the website and i just got down with this butifial picture: 
yes it's a mess but thats what this is suppsoed to be right?? right?. also got done eating dinner which was a bowl of teared chicken and some noodles spiceed by my father, pretty good, makes me want to shit tho so i'll go to the bathroom after thsi./ ok, didnt leave my room. atabook main servers are up finish nw beifjsieo oef
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monday, march 2nd, 2026 - 00:40: im planning to make the next (4th) thing i do an update to this site using hugo or eleventy. it will take wuite a while hut will be worth it, also orginxation uodates, possible new xompics, like yuri girlkissing trans girlie hesdoeting stuff because it will be bad but ill publish it when it's done in like 4 years or something, or ill jist publisj the text version now and i''ll die feom wualitt death. bye goodnight. gota go to like uhhh not a funeral im tje morning ypiiiii. i get ti be headoer!!e headpet!!!e