it seems that lilly is not ok
she seems to have be very overwhelmed.
she wishes for someone to talk to her without her dragging herself to somewhere to find a place
she does not have a job, yet wants 50$ without spending her precious giftcards because they are special
she has seemingly put a lot of effort into her stuff, yet nobody cares because she has to be the mediator, the editor, the drawer, the coder, the manager. she has to do everything herself, which is a pain for an 18 year old
she envys the great ones who actually successed, like mr toboius fox and gis freat deltaunrn and undertale seriuse of games, the celsets team, MR ANDREW HUSSIE. she envys the communitys they have, their stuff, heir products.
help me
talk. say sometihng, please.
not like im growing into my craft, im bored.