to describe where is a long and quite boring story. Im picking a date, around like May 23 Saturday 2026, which was my graduation day at sendwal high. On that day I did the graduation ritual walk and got hugs from my mother also saw my cousins and their family from doublin, then a party i had assembled by my parents where I remember nobody clapping at the fact that I was going to collage, otherwise known as kennesaw state university, as a game developer which I have rectified by by saying im going there for computer science
around like June 1st 2026 my planned IKEA trip with one of my friend groups got cancled and moved to the 15th and I spiraled bit from the loss of that, but on the day before that I made the first alpha of Annaraft after lots of bugfixing and trial and error. For the rest of the month I kept working on it, but as the updates got "bigger" and I thought "if I make this more polished and bigger, with more content and such, people will finally take notice of this game and by extention, me!".
On June 25th 2026, I, along with my three other friends I consider part of my local-ier friend group from school, went to IKEA and colleted this BLAHAJ
it is one of the things I love and will bring with my everywhere.
The entire month of July was: 1. Forth of July where we had fireworks and such in Dublin as fun and I got lots of food and walks(ies?), 2. really boring after that. I can't remeber what I did but start like, uh, Waterstuck and you may think: "wow Lilly, you seem to start a lot of big projects, when are you going to finish them?" and the answer to that is simple, you, later, ill try not to start soo much other stuff up but like Annaraft is at the go fix some bugs and amke the game slightly better stage in it's newer update, and Waterstuck has me making Act 2 basically with nobody, as always.. am I pitying myself, no. Times been rough anyway and I don't advertise much on the platforms, mostly with posts, nor am J really on the big platforms
August 1st - 13th 2026 in order of events. I have ranted a lot, like about my place in the world and what i should do and wether I should keep finishing my projects if nobody see's them, the nature of the internet being stuck in 2013 - 2017 culturally, AI's predictiveness and loss of randomness / jank and otherwise being a boring solution to a problem that doesn't exist. Sanatized to Hell and Back , my obsidian wiki and it's many fragments of stories and more personal ones made for me only that while i could ahare now on this site, have more personal meaning and worth to me than if I show them to You. such as the Athenia / Unity stories, "Honey" Story (if that ever comes out, i was delirous when I made it, Oblisk (fragments), Diary of a Wimpy kid + Homestuck + Your Name + Me or hsgmyn, game idea's, A School Lover, and Jam's prelude story. (I might put this in mspfa eventually), uh, i can't remeber any more off the top my head, the unfinished rewrite of The Loud House Revamped.
also ranted about my parents, and my own effort being disproportionate of the effects of the actions, like pushing a boulder up a hill. i swear mt mother says i "want" to be a girl and keeps refering to me a man more than she does, making me reveal my fucking trans masc friend's dead name which is pretty fuckign easy to guess if were using his school name and not his wanted actual name.
on august 13th, also known as yesterday when writing this, i aqquired the highly coveted medal of 7 stars from Passing Para Dot. - Peerless taste [annabel & Ducky-'s Extra] which also made me want to throw up and had my heart thumping for 10 minuites. very fun
and now today, as of writing this, is Friday, August 14th in a week I go to collage. Im currently sitting in my father's car, passing the Adult Superstore. Writing here. I have thought of a new project, something to solve my more narritive issues while being comparitivly simple to my other projects or future more delayed one's, being basically text on a page.
thank you for reading~!! B - Lilly Jones / Lilysen